kinks;
● begging
● biting
● bootlicking ▶
● breath control
● choking ◀
● degradation ◀
● dirty talk
● discipline / reinforcement
● exhibitionism
● face fucking
● face slapping ◀
● fingers in mouth
● fisting
● hair pulling
● humiliation ◀
● master / pet✦
● objectification
● orgasm control
● overstimulation
● pain/impact play ◀
● physical restraints
● pleasure control / denial
● praise kink ◀
● roughness
● sadism / masochism
● sensory deprivation
● size differences
● spanking
● uniforms
● very experienced partners
● A/B/O
● affection
● age differences
● anal sex
● anthro
● aphrodisiacs
● blindfolds
● bloodplay
● body writing
● branding
● bukkake
● cbt
● clothed sex
● clothing play
● cock slapping
● cock warming ▶
● cock worship ▶
● condoms
● corruption
● creampie
● crossdressing✦
● crying
● cum marking
● double penetration
● dubcon
● electric toys
● face sitting
● facials
● fear
● fingering
● flogging & whipping
● forced nudity
● frotting
● gags
● gangbangs
● handcuffs
● hand jobs/fingering
● heat / rut
● heavy bondage
● ice
● intercrural
● kissing
● knotting
● latex / rubber
● leather
● leash & collar
● licking
● light / medium bondage
● manipulation
● masks
● massages
● master / slave
● masturbation
● multiple orgasms
● multiple partners
● nonbinary partners
● noncon
● nonhuman partners in general
● nonsexual pain
● nonsexual torture
● oral
● polyamory
● possessiveness
● predicament bondage
● public humiliation✦
● puppy / pony play
● rimming
● scratching
● sex toys
● sexual exhaustion
● sexual restraints
● sexual torture
● sexy / slutty clothing
● socks / stockings
● soft facials
● strip tease
● suspension play
● swallowing come
● teasing
● tentacles
● vaginal sex ✦
● violence
● weapon play
● voyeurism
● wax play
● weapon play
● xeno/monsters/demons
● caging
● chastity devices
● coercion / blackmail ◀
● cuddling
● dating
● drug use
● food play
● forced clothes wearing
● hypnotism / mind control
● immobilisation bondage
● kidnapping
● medical play
● mental torture
● piercing
● powerbottoming
● power exchange
● prostitution
● romance
● role reversal
● sexual frustration
● shaving
● snowballing
● somnophilia
● sounding ◀
● Stockholm Syndrome
● really anything not on the no list
● bathroom stuff
● bimbofication
● cuckolding/adultery
● death
● dysphoria
● excessive talk of pubic hair
● gender swaps
● inflation
● pregnancy ✦
● tickling
● underage partners
● virgins/inexperienced partners
● vomit
● vore
● weight gain & weight loss
▶ giving
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I write primarily m/m, open to other genders with discussion. I default to playing Eren at age 19; I can do earlier canon points, including fudging it so he's older when earlier canon events happen.
I play Eren as a bottom, but he's chronically Difficult because he's Eren. He has a desire to please others (though because of his canon point he's pretty distanced from remembering that a lot of the time), but he's intense and selfish. He likes sensation, including pain, and he's very hard to permanently injure, so he's fine taking a lot of damage, and he can definitely get off on it. He's not a sadist, but he's very strong and can spin out of control, so he could hurt another character (obviously I'd discuss this oocly).
SHIPS:
- YES: Levi always, Jean, cross-canon.
- MAYBE: Armin, Reiner, other titan shifters, idk try me pretty much
- NO: Mikasa, Annie, basically anyone younger than him
permissions for seasons


Name: Lyn
Pronouns: they/he
Contact:
Time Zone: EST
Character Name: Eren Jaeger
Canon: Attack on Titan
Canon Point: after escaping from his cell in s4
Age:
Height: 183cm / 6'
Season: Summer
Flower: Campanula
Network UN: jaeger
About: here, tw for attack on titan's everything, including violence, murder, genocide, body horror
Other:

Backtagging: Forever. Try me, even months later. Just let me know.
Threadjacking: On lighthearted network threads, sure.
Fourthwalling: No, his head's enough of a mess.
Mind Reading: Sure! But let me know; there is so much shit going on in there, you are in for a Ride.
Touching: Probably.
Shipping/Kissing: OOC I am all in! ICly it's a lot harder because he's Eren ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sexual content: Yes, m/m (maybe m/nb). Kissing open to all genders. Kinks here.
Fighting/Injury: Absolutely! He can take so much damage. Please injure him. He'll be fine. It's fine.
Character Death: Almost always gonna be a no. He's hard to kill and I rarely do death plots.
Playlist;
Adventure
When I was younger
With lungs miniature
Love, love, love, love, love
I am just a battlefield, you see
All I do is meant to break you free
The feeling I thought was set in stone
It slips through my fingers
I'm trying hard to let go
When I was young
Deep down, I must have always known
That this would be inevitable
Meet me at your worst
For there will be no stone unturned
Or bubble left to burst
There's a war in my way
Tales of love that consumed me
To hide from the fight
I'm a slave in my head
I'm awake in my bed
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CONTACT:
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: i'm on PST (GMT-7) but keep nonsense hours and often tag late at night when everyone else in the states is just waking up idk
BRACKETS/PROSE: vastly prefer prose but i'll match
CONTENT I NEED WARNINGS FOR BUT CAN STILL PLAY:graphic talk of dead parents/grandparents, animal abuse/death, child abuse, rape.
CONTENT I NEED WARNINGS FOR AND WILL NOT PLAY: intimate partner domestic violence (if it's in someone's backstory and comes up, that's ok)
OPT OUT: general attack on titan TWs and opt out here.
MISC: these permissions are for
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KISSING: this might be easier to accomplish than hugging depending on his mood but good luck lol
FLIRTING: sure but he won't immediately flirt back without some deeper rapport and may not realise that's what's going on.
FIGHTING: alwayssssss but oocly i'm not super fond of writing drawn out fights so let's talk about it. for sing, eren is just a regular human who knows how to fight but he's not the biggest/strongest/fastest. he is vicious though and has no hesitation in killing people if he needs to. on an ooc level i have absolutely zero intention to try to kill other characters in a permadeath game but i'm just letting you know his violence level basically! he can and should lose plenty of fights. likewise i will talk to others oocly if we're gonna have our characters duke it out so everyone is on the same page :D
INJURING: probably! i would like to avoid major/permanent injury incurred from other characters unless we have a good reason for that sort of plot, since he can't heal.
KILLING: NOT IN THIS GAME LOL
RELATIONSHIPS: men only, adults only. i don't write monogamy in games generally speaking. eren is an easy sell on sex and an extreme nonsense hard mode for romansu bc he sucks at feelings and purposefully repressed most of those feelings. so consider him homosexual aromantic.
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: he absolutely will lose his shit over any mentions of slavery or anything he views as people trying to take away his freedom. triggers that are most likely to come up interacting with him are war, death, murder, unreality, child soldiers (he was 12 when he joined the military and sees nothing weird or wrong about it), genocide/omnicide.
THREADHOPPING: only in network style threads.
FOURTHWALLING: nah.
NOT INTERESTED IN: negative CR that goes nowhere. eren (esp at this canon point) is not the easiest to get along with and i'm aware of that but i want to work on juicy things, negative or positive, not just negative CR for the sake of it ykwim
AURAL: voice here (don't talk to me about his dub voice sorry). he's not loud until he's pissed off. he tends to speak without a ton of inflection, again unless he's pissed off. he used to have a lot of passion but he shoved it down and that definitely bleeds through into how expressive he isn't with his voice.
OLFACTORY: he probably smells like blood lbr (i'm always bad at this question)
DEMEANOUR: distant, obviously haunted, might zone out bc he can't figure out when in time he is. alternately laser focused and too intense. looks through people. may go from zero to 100. not a secret that he's a violent person. he is basically polite, but he doesn't actually respect most people and won't pretend otherwise. very unlikely to go along to get along. he actually cares very deeply about a handful of people and is the most literal ride or die friend you can imagine but there's a hurdle to clear to get to "friend" status; it is very hard to lose that status though.
seasons: cr chart
family.
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Except Eren doesn't disappear and there's even that euphoric rush through that touch, that happens from every touch between everyone, who's not a local here. And Mikasa looks absolutely shocked and happily surprised (understatement) by it as she glances at their hands and then stares at his face.
". . . Eren. . ." A beat, another. " . . . You're . . . Real?"
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friend.
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You don't know what even happened! Don't come here and tell me maybe I should have tried harder when you don't know! And even with your dumbass titan powers you wouldn't have made it in time! It all happened too fast.
[ Had Eren been there from the start, he might have been able to save Jean. No, he would have. But he wasn't, so it's no use thinking about it. ]
And don't think I don't care, asshole! I do care about what you think because you're my friend, too!
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queen.
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[ The way that she smiles may be indication enough that she's already forgiven them. But, it's what he has to say that causes her expression to soften. Of course that's the case. The both of them are friends. Eren was someone who Historia confided in more than she had others in the Scouts.
Though, for a moment, she could swear that he was going to move in to hug her, she looks to him curiously for a moment before deciding to leave it alone. Even if she doesn't know what happened, she knows that it must have affected him to a dramatic degree... ]
... You don't have to burden anything by yourself, either. I'll always be on your side.
captain.
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[ Typical for a shitty brat, isn't it? Thinking other people's care for him could just up and disappear completely because of something he did. As if that wasn't exactly why it hurt them as much as it did, exactly why they were willing to take Eren back if he just stopped even though he'd already set the apocalypse itself in motion. Why they tried to hold onto hope until he -- (or maybe it wasn't even him at that point, maybe it was the thing, maybe) -- made sure to erase the last of it.
Well, better later than never, right? Question is, what he's going to do with that realization now. ]
I believe you. [ That he didn't know, that is. ] But Eren. This shit isn't "fine".
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mad science.
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[ Eren had begged, screamed for, demanded an alternative. For guidance, for hope, a hidden plan, anything. And what was Hange able to give in response? Nothing. They hadn't known the full extent of what he was planning back then, but it was still a failure, both as a Commander and as a mentor.
Maybe if they'd been better, if they could have offered something that day, at least given hope that with a little more time they could come to another resolution, well. Who knows. Maybe things would have been different. Maybe entire cities wouldn't have been flattened. Apparently a life after death is giving a lot of time to dwell on regret. ]
Sorry, Eren.
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complicated.
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What should he do if he can't keep driving toward his purpose? How can he be certain of who he is? How can he know that any of it mattered? All of the death, pain, blood, betrayal, shattered hopes, shattered self—how does this fit into any of it?
But Reiner keeps holding on, just as Eren does. Their fingers entwined, palms kissing, their voices soft in the dark.
This never happened back home. It isn't a part of Eren's past, Reiner's future. It's only here.
"We're stealing time," he finally answers. Stealing time they don't have back home. Stealing time they may not even have here.
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best friend.
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[ Armin doesn't move away; Eren only does what the other boy hoped he would. As soon as his best friend's arms are around him, Armin's are around Eren in kind. He buries his face in the other boy's chest, trying to breathe deeply through a sob. "You don't need to worry about me…"
Maybe that's true here...though, even if it were… ]
I always will. It's love, Eren. I can't help that…
You're my family.
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remembered.
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He should, by all rights, be worried that Eren was one of them. The same people who had abandoned him to die in the hands of another Titan. But, there's a part of himself that is convinced that's not what Eren could ever be.
Marco smiles when Eren asks if he's really here.
"I - yeah. I'm really here, Eren. And you're here too."
He follows the surge of emotion, reaching out like he's going to grasp at Eren's shoulders, but instead wrapping his arms around him in a hug.
"Mikasa and Armin were so worried - I was worried. I'm glad you're still you."
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commander.
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Erwin regards Eren now with a real but subdued interest; he hasn't told anyone so explicitly yet what he knows and remembers - not even Levi. He knows, overall, the outcome, and some of the painful events leading up to it. But he hasn't yet sorted out what any of it means, to him or for all of them here. Even so, he recognizes the significance of what Eren has just told him. That he chose something else.
"I see."
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reiner's cousin.
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[ Her eyes hang on the memory of Eren as he confirms everything Willy Tybur just said. He's the bad guy who might just destroy the world...but Reiner was a bad guy to him too. At that, Gabi's eyes fall as the pain of remembering the Rumbling is replaced by something almost as potent, the guilt of what the Warriors did to the people of Paradis. The expression on her face is remarkably similar to Reiner's at that moment, eyes down, brow furrowed, unpleasant grimace, sweat building on her brow.
Then he asks that question. And Gabi just winces. She knows what Reiner is gonna say. They breached the wall, to retake the Founder and save the world.
Save the world, for all of the true Eldians. For all of the Good Eldians, like Aunt Karina and Gabi and her parents. That was what Reiner wanted. She knows, because it was the same thing she spent her entire life wanting. And he wound up weighed down with all of this awful, hellish pain and guilt as a result.
She half-glances back at the real Eren. She can't manage full eye contact. Not yet, anyway. She looks back at the ground. ]
....yeah.
I used to tell myself stuff like that too.
jaw titan.
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Galliard mutters thanks when the guy holds the door for him, and slips out into the sunshine. He doesn't recognise him. Just some guy.
He never saw Eren up close, only from a distance. The titan form, that he saw up close, and those are experiences he'd care not to repeat or really think about in too much detail. He still has nightmares sometimes about his head being caught between two powerful hands and squeezed, his teeth splintering like glass and pouring down his throat. He wakes up choking, his lungs struggling against the imagined shards of crystal clogging them.
But when the guy speaks up, Galliard stops and half-turns. "Yeah. Just got here."
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AU ideas
ROCKSTAR STUFF
I've done a little of the rockstar thing at folkmore:
Eren is sensation/adrenaline seeking and channels that into music, plays guitar, is a singer but also does the screamy bits hahaha bc why wouldn't he do that? (I usually imagine emo/punk and not metalhead stuff bc I personally can't stand metal music and don't wanna do research enough to write about it rip me)
I imagine they could be doing the same gig for awhile with [x other character] doing whatever you fancy
ALTERNATELY, wide open how they meet, whether [x character] comes to a concert, is another musician (or both w/e), is someone who works in another aspect like sound, they meet at a bar, I have no idea I'm just spitballing
HUNGER GAMES
I have this less fleshed out in my brain but hand waves why two boys get to go. Obviously I like the violent revolution idea that we see in the original; I think actually there are parallels between Eren and Katniss that I won't go off on and bore you with skjahfk but either way obviously Eren would never kill anyone he actually loves so they have to find a way to just SURVIVE. (As a note, I don't love writing drawn out fights so I'd rather focus on parts of this AU that aren't just fighting in the arena.)
Post-games there's more of the same. No one trusts them bc Eren is Eren, brutal and vicious but not in a way the Capitol actually likes. They're trying to make contact with people who can save them but Eren doesn't want to stop until they kill the people in charge or something along these lines.
ROYALTY AU
Eren, prince of a kingdom and commander of their army bc he won't just sit down and let people fight for him. Takes hideously unnecessary risks but somehow always manages to be fine. Known for never taking prisoners.
Rumours about him that are probably worse than he is but he's still Eren, so…he's often just terrible and self-absorbed and obsessed with victory in a conflict.
There's room for allies either under duress or circumstance or because they really ARE friends, [x character] could be an advisor that pulls Eren back from the edge whenever he starts to tip over it (with varying degrees of success), potential for even arranged marriage tropes, or prince/knight.
Also throw other royalty AU ideas at me, I really like this kind of thing for him.
GAME OF THRONES
Carrying on the royalty vibes here, but Eren as a Targaryen for SURE. The parallels are impossible to miss :')
Dragons! Destruction! Intrigue! I haven't fleshed this out entirely but let's go!
BNHA
Eren is a hero (can be hero turned villain, depending on storyline) with a fairly dangerous quirk: the power of suggestion. This is a charisma quirk that affects others by compelling them to follow him. Unfortunately this works whether he means it or not, which is part of why it's so dangerous.
Examples (thanks to seasons shingeki cast chat):
eren: i want to do this
random person on the street: LET ME HELP YOU
eren: fuckin. not again
starbucks barista, handing eren a cup that says "ellen":
eren: ugh people are the worst
floch, sitting behind him: hmmmm
"I wish everyone would just die" he says in a fit of teenage angst
Several people hearing this: *picking up weapons*
This isn't fully fleshed out either but I'm open to ~possibility~
SPY AU
Honestly what it says on the tin. I prefer Kingsman to Bond. Let's talk.