I don’t know that it's possible for me to be something different. I'm trying.
[ He struggled with this in Folkmore too, but he's never really figured out if he's just doomed to be a monster and nothing else.
He's surprised by that last part, not only that Reiner said it but that Jean feels the same. He's been oblivious to it. He knows he's changed, but he doesn't think about this much because he's inside his own head. ]
You would, huh? Do I really not? I guess you're right.
I'm not sure when I really smiled last. Probably more than a year ago. Two years? It's been a long time. I'm not sure I remember how.
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[ He struggled with this in Folkmore too, but he's never really figured out if he's just doomed to be a monster and nothing else.
He's surprised by that last part, not only that Reiner said it but that Jean feels the same. He's been oblivious to it. He knows he's changed, but he doesn't think about this much because he's inside his own head. ]
You would, huh? Do I really not? I guess you're right.
I'm not sure when I really smiled last. Probably more than a year ago. Two years? It's been a long time. I'm not sure I remember how.
Maybe someday.